Heartbreak

Heartbreak

What happened to what we had?
We tried, but it went bad,
You still can make me glad,
But I always end up sad.

I wish I could just try to heal,
Find a new life to lead,
But you have to pick my scabs,
You pick until I bleed.

Will you bleed me, bleed me dry?
Will you bleed me 'til I die?
Will you bleed me, bleed me dry?
Will you bleed me 'til I die?

One last sick, twisted kiss,
Good bye, I will not miss,
The pain, I must end this,
The opposite of bliss.

Then I can just try to heal,
Find a new life to lead,
But I'm sure you'll pick my scabs,
Pick them until I bleed.

Will you bleed me, bleed me dry?
Will you bleed me 'til I die?
Will you bleed me, bleed me dry?
Will you bleed me 'til I die?

There is no more to say,
Our friendship ends today,
Will you accept this? Hey,
All I can do is pray.

Pray I can finally heal,
Find a new life to lead,
I'll pray you won't pick my scabs,
Please, I don't want to bleed.

Will you bleed me, bleed me dry?
Will you bleed me 'til I die?
Will you bleed me, bleed me dry?
Will you bleed me 'til I die?

Will you bleed me, bleed me dry?
Will you bleed me 'til I die?
Will you bleed me, bleed me dry?
Will you bleed me 'til I die?

Perversion

Perversion

Your body,
It's nice and stuff,
When I'm like this,
Is it not enough?
I have to,
It feels so good,
I am so,
Misunderstood.

Why am I involved with this perversion of the flesh?
God's plan for my life and this don't mesh,
Satan, why do you always tempt me so?
To Hell with you; that's not where I want to go.

This secret,
I have to keep,
Will you find out?
I'm losing sleep.
This burden,
Is mine to bear,
Does the answer,
Exist anywhere?

Why am I involved with this perversion of the flesh?
God's plan for my life and this don't mesh,
Satan, why do you always tempt me so?
To Hell with you; that's not where I want to go.

I love you,
But don't you see?
If you knew,
You'd reject me.
Together,
We are so great,
Yet I wonder,
Is it too late?

Why am I involved with this perversion of the flesh?
God's plan for my life and this don't mesh,
Satan, why do you always tempt me so?
To Hell with you; that's not where I want to go.

God help me,
I cannot quit,
You know that,
I'm addicted to it.
Forgive me,
For all my sin,
Please save me,
From this Hell I'm in...

Satan the Deceiver and the Strength of Love, Part I: Deceiver (Satan’s Wretched Scheme)

Deceiver (Satan’s Wretched Scheme)

Salutations, onlookers!
I'm about to have some fun,
I've worked hard to create a little plan,
And it's sure to hurt someone.

You know me by many names,
The Devil, Beelzebub,
Lucifer, Satan, and the Angel of Death,
But today, just call me...

Deceiver!
Deceiver!
Here to cause you pain and misery,
I'm probably the cause of all your problems,
So if you need someone to blame,
Blame me!

I'm going to mess with people's minds,
Do my best to make them cry,
I'll trick them into messing up their lives,
If I'm lucky they will die.

I'm going to break out all my tricks,
Every last one in the book,
Those poor fools won't know what hit them, and you,
You'll know why they call me...

Deceiver!
Deceiver!
Here to cause you pain and misery,
I'm probably the cause of all your problems,
So if you need someone to blame,
Blame me!

But just know there is a catch,
From the big guy up above,
He wants me to answer a few questions,
About the strength of love.

Well, whatever, I'm fine with that,
It doesn't matter, you see,
As long as I get to cause lots of pain,
And make everyone call me...

Deceiver!
Deceiver!
Here to cause you pain and misery,
I'm probably the cause of all your problems,
So if you need someone to blame,
Blame me!

Oh, Brother!

Oh, Brother!

This is a song I wrote,
For my brother,
We're often not at all,
Like each other,
But if you ask me if,
I'd rather have another,
Well, this is all I've got to say:

Oh, brother!
I just can't see,
I don't know why you're so good to me,
All the times we've had,
It really makes me glad to be,
Your brother.

You know that there are times,
When it gets bad,
Once in a while,
You really make me mad,
But in the end it's true,
There's no need to be sad,
Because this is how I feel:

Oh, brother!
I just can't see,
I don't know why you're so good to me,
All the times we've had,
It really makes me glad to be,
Your brother.

I know we're moving apart,
But brother, don't you fret,
Soon enough, we'll be back together,
Having times we'll never forget!

Oh, brother!
I just can't see,
I don't know why you're so good to me,
All the times we've had,
It really makes me glad to be,
Your brother.

Yeah it's a fact we are,
Friends for life,
If someone tried to stab you,
With a knife,
I would jump between you,
Just to save you the strife,
'Cause I know you'd do the same for me.

Oh, brother!
I just can't see,
I don't know why you're so good to me,
All the times we've had,
It really makes me glad to be,
Your brother.

Addiction

Addiction

No one has to see it,
No one has to know,
I take a tiny portion with me everywhere I go.
Just a little something,
Just to make me smile,
Just a pinch to keep me going for a little while.

I need to stop,
I need to throw it away!
But I'm hooked,
I need it every day.
I need to stop,
I need to throw it away!
But I'm hooked,
I need it every day.

You must know I've noticed,
You've seen my awkward stare,
The signs of an addiction are around you everywhere.
If you do not have one,
I know I could be wrong,
I'll get you hooked on mine, they'll think you've had one all along.

I need to stop,
I need to throw it away!
But I'm hooked,
I need it every day.
I need to stop,
I need to throw it away!
But I'm hooked,
I need it every day.

I knew it wasn't healthy,
My decision wasn't great,
Now I'm deteriorating, I'm severely underweight.
My life is full of chaos,
Destruction all around,
In time, my own addiction leaves me buried underground.

I need to stop,
I need to throw it away!
But I'm hooked,
I need it every day.
I need to stop,
I need to throw it away!
But I'm hooked,
I need it every day.

Addiction,
Addiction,
This is my addiction!

Sin

Sin

I used to do my best to live my life for you,
Since then I've fallen away, my walk has not been true,
My eyes are green with envy, my swagger filled with pride,
Deliver me from evil, I need you by my side.

This isn't me,
It's not what I want to see,
When I look into the mirror,
I want to have nothing to fear, or,
At least not this,
Oh God, please save me.

I cannot help myself, my sin controls my life,
I need your loving guidance, please save me from my strife.
I can't control my anger, my thoughts are filled with lust,
I need your help my Father, in you I've placed my trust.

This isn't me,
It's not what I want to see,
When I look into the mirror,
I want to have nothing to fear, or,
At least not this,
Oh God, please save me.

I am not satisfied, I don't want to live this way,
I want to know I'm going to Heaven if I die today,
So with you I've turned the page, a new chapter will begin,
I will go to be with you, when you send your Son again.

God helps me be,
What he wants me to see,
When I look into the mirror,
I know I have nothing to fear, or,
At least not death,
For God has saved me.