Best Friend

To my new lifelong best friend

Let’s be friends until the end

You and I can surely show

How fast new friendships can grow

I guess dreams really can come true

At least when I dream about you

Comforted I release a sigh

Knowing our limit is the sky

I’m so glad to have you here by my side

I couldn’t live without you even if I tried

You’re my best friend and I hope that you see

How much I value the fact that you love me

It seems there’s not much left to say

But you’re the reason I’m here today

Thanks for not giving up on me

You’re the best friend a friend could be

I’m so glad to have you here by my side

I couldn’t live without you even if I tried

You’re my best friend and I hope that you see

How much I value the fact that you love me

You’re the friend who I know will last

Through storms the rest cannot weather

Help me to dwell not on my past

But on our future together

I’m so glad to have you here by my side

I couldn’t live without you even if I tried

You’re my best friend and I hope that you see

How much I value the fact that you love me

You’re the friend who I know will last

Through storms the rest cannot weather

Help me to dwell not on my past

But on our future together

I’m so glad to have you here by my side

I couldn’t live without you even if I tried

You’re my best friend and I hope that you see

How much I value the fact that you love me

Our Dream

Our Dream

Before you I was so alone

A lost sad soul on my own

I’m glad I met you

If I hadn’t I don’t know what I’d do

I feel so much better

Even if it’s only for a minute

I wish we could stay here

So we’d never be alone again

For now let’s just pretend

You’ll be with me ‘til the end

I hope our dream comes true

If it doesn’t I don’t know what I’ll do

I feel so much better

Even if it’s only for a minute

I wish we could stay here

So we’d never be alone again

I feel so much better

Even if it’s only for a minute

I wish we could stay here

So we’d never be alone again

Winter

Winter

Crying for no reason
What’s the reason for this season?
Like a flower in winter
I’m ready to die
I’ve got no will to fight
But you’re the ray of light
That keeps me going
A true friend to stand by

I’m your snow man
And you’re my snow angel
Without you I’m cold
But together we’re warm
Winter’s so hard
But you make it worthwhile
Whatever unfolds
We’ll weather the storm

Shooting for perfection
Results in ugly fractions
A time when almost
Isn’t quite good enough
I’m glad to have you here
So I have nothing to fear
I’m not alone
When times get rough

I’m your snow man
And you’re my snow angel
Without you I’m cold
But together we’re warm
Winter’s so hard
But you make it worthwhile
Whatever unfolds
We’ll weather the storm

The winter wind keeps blowing our plans all over the place
Even so there’s nothing to worry about
Everyone knows that slow and steady wins the race
We’ll fix things as soon as we thaw out

It's a long cold winter

A gradual decline

Only you can save me

From losing my mind

What's my purpose?

I do not understand

Seems like life is pointless

Since we'll melt in the end

I’m your snow man
And you’re my snow angel
Without you I’m cold
But together we’re warm
Winter’s so hard
But you make it worthwhile
Whatever unfolds
We’ll weather the storm

The winter wind keeps blowing our plans all over the place
Even so there’s nothing to worry about
Everyone knows that slow and steady wins the race
We’ll fix things as soon as we thaw out

Faces

Faces

The faces that I see on a daily basis
Remind me of the ghosts of my past
Every time I see these lonely faces
I remember that nothing lasts

We were all together not long ago
And thought the rumors we'd heard were untrue
Unfortunately I guess now we know
What one hundred plus miles can do

I'm not trying to replace you
This isn't going as I planned
I'm not trying to replace you
I hope that you can understand

In this fantasy world of mine
Things are how I want them to be
Right now I want my old friends to find
A way to be here with me

I'm not trying to replace you
This isn't going as I planned
I'm not trying to replace you
I hope that you can understand

This is not the end
I will see you again
Yeah this is not the end
I will see you again

We've all gone our separate ways
And I guess I shouldn't be sad
But it seems like all I want these days
Is to go back to what we had

I'm not trying to replace you
This isn't going as I planned
I'm not trying to replace you
I hope that you can understand

The faces that I see on a daily basis
Remind me of the ghosts of my past
Every time I see these lonely faces
I remember that nothing lasts

I'm not trying to replace you
This isn't going as I planned
I'm not trying to replace you
I hope that you can understand

This is not the end
I will see you again
Yeah this is not the end
I will see you again

You Were Right

You Were Right

We were so in love
A match made in heaven
You were my best friend
Forever and always

Little did I know
Forever wouldn’t last
You turned and left
And I didn’t understand

For what it’s worth, you were right
We were better off not as “us,” but as “you” and “I”

I still care about you
I’m not sure why or how
And I don’t know about you
But I am so much happier now

I wish we could be friends
But I blew my shot at that
If I had the chance
I’d do that part over again

For what it’s worth, you were right
We were better off not as “us,” but as “you” and “I”

I still care about you
I’m not sure why or how
And I don’t know about you
But I am so much happier now

We haven’t talked
In what seems like years
If we ever do
This is what I’ll say to you

For what it’s worth, you were right
We were better off not as “us,” but as “you” and “I”

I still care about you
I’m not sure why or how
And I don’t know about you
But I am so much happier now

For what it’s worth, you were right
We were better off not as “us,” but as “you” and “I”

I still care about you
I’m not sure why or how
And I don’t know about you
But I am so much happier now

God's Timing

God's Timing

She's so gorgeous
She's so cool
She's everything I've ever dreamed of
Or am I just a fool?

No, she's just the latest failure
In a very long line
What can I be doing wrong?
I'm alone and the fault is mine.

You tell me to trust in God's timing
But I don't have that long
I will not live forever
Soon I'll be dead and gone.

She's so funny
Always makes me smile
Will this be the one to last
Longer than just a while?

No, she's just the latest failure
In a very long line
What can I be doing wrong?
I'm alone and the fault is mine.

You tell me to trust in God's timing
But I don't have that long
I will not live forever
Soon I'll be dead and gone.

She's so gorgeous
She's so cool
She's someone I can be with
Does that make me a tool?

You tell me to trust in God's timing
But I don't have that long
I will not live forever
Soon I'll be dead and gone.

Heartbreak

Heartbreak

What happened to what we had?
We tried, but it went bad,
You still can make me glad,
But I always end up sad.

I wish I could just try to heal,
Find a new life to lead,
But you have to pick my scabs,
You pick until I bleed.

Will you bleed me, bleed me dry?
Will you bleed me 'til I die?
Will you bleed me, bleed me dry?
Will you bleed me 'til I die?

One last sick, twisted kiss,
Good bye, I will not miss,
The pain, I must end this,
The opposite of bliss.

Then I can just try to heal,
Find a new life to lead,
But I'm sure you'll pick my scabs,
Pick them until I bleed.

Will you bleed me, bleed me dry?
Will you bleed me 'til I die?
Will you bleed me, bleed me dry?
Will you bleed me 'til I die?

There is no more to say,
Our friendship ends today,
Will you accept this? Hey,
All I can do is pray.

Pray I can finally heal,
Find a new life to lead,
I'll pray you won't pick my scabs,
Please, I don't want to bleed.

Will you bleed me, bleed me dry?
Will you bleed me 'til I die?
Will you bleed me, bleed me dry?
Will you bleed me 'til I die?

Will you bleed me, bleed me dry?
Will you bleed me 'til I die?
Will you bleed me, bleed me dry?
Will you bleed me 'til I die?

Perversion

Perversion

Your body,
It's nice and stuff,
When I'm like this,
Is it not enough?
I have to,
It feels so good,
I am so,
Misunderstood.

Why am I involved with this perversion of the flesh?
God's plan for my life and this don't mesh,
Satan, why do you always tempt me so?
To Hell with you; that's not where I want to go.

This secret,
I have to keep,
Will you find out?
I'm losing sleep.
This burden,
Is mine to bear,
Does the answer,
Exist anywhere?

Why am I involved with this perversion of the flesh?
God's plan for my life and this don't mesh,
Satan, why do you always tempt me so?
To Hell with you; that's not where I want to go.

I love you,
But don't you see?
If you knew,
You'd reject me.
Together,
We are so great,
Yet I wonder,
Is it too late?

Why am I involved with this perversion of the flesh?
God's plan for my life and this don't mesh,
Satan, why do you always tempt me so?
To Hell with you; that's not where I want to go.

God help me,
I cannot quit,
You know that,
I'm addicted to it.
Forgive me,
For all my sin,
Please save me,
From this Hell I'm in...

Satan the Deceiver and the Strength of Love, Part I: Deceiver (Satan’s Wretched Scheme)

Deceiver (Satan’s Wretched Scheme)

Salutations, onlookers!
I'm about to have some fun,
I've worked hard to create a little plan,
And it's sure to hurt someone.

You know me by many names,
The Devil, Beelzebub,
Lucifer, Satan, and the Angel of Death,
But today, just call me...

Deceiver!
Deceiver!
Here to cause you pain and misery,
I'm probably the cause of all your problems,
So if you need someone to blame,
Blame me!

I'm going to mess with people's minds,
Do my best to make them cry,
I'll trick them into messing up their lives,
If I'm lucky they will die.

I'm going to break out all my tricks,
Every last one in the book,
Those poor fools won't know what hit them, and you,
You'll know why they call me...

Deceiver!
Deceiver!
Here to cause you pain and misery,
I'm probably the cause of all your problems,
So if you need someone to blame,
Blame me!

But just know there is a catch,
From the big guy up above,
He wants me to answer a few questions,
About the strength of love.

Well, whatever, I'm fine with that,
It doesn't matter, you see,
As long as I get to cause lots of pain,
And make everyone call me...

Deceiver!
Deceiver!
Here to cause you pain and misery,
I'm probably the cause of all your problems,
So if you need someone to blame,
Blame me!

Oh, Brother!

Oh, Brother!

This is a song I wrote,
For my brother,
We're often not at all,
Like each other,
But if you ask me if,
I'd rather have another,
Well, this is all I've got to say:

Oh, brother!
I just can't see,
I don't know why you're so good to me,
All the times we've had,
It really makes me glad to be,
Your brother.

You know that there are times,
When it gets bad,
Once in a while,
You really make me mad,
But in the end it's true,
There's no need to be sad,
Because this is how I feel:

Oh, brother!
I just can't see,
I don't know why you're so good to me,
All the times we've had,
It really makes me glad to be,
Your brother.

I know we're moving apart,
But brother, don't you fret,
Soon enough, we'll be back together,
Having times we'll never forget!

Oh, brother!
I just can't see,
I don't know why you're so good to me,
All the times we've had,
It really makes me glad to be,
Your brother.

Yeah it's a fact we are,
Friends for life,
If someone tried to stab you,
With a knife,
I would jump between you,
Just to save you the strife,
'Cause I know you'd do the same for me.

Oh, brother!
I just can't see,
I don't know why you're so good to me,
All the times we've had,
It really makes me glad to be,
Your brother.

Addiction

Addiction

No one has to see it,
No one has to know,
I take a tiny portion with me everywhere I go.
Just a little something,
Just to make me smile,
Just a pinch to keep me going for a little while.

I need to stop,
I need to throw it away!
But I'm hooked,
I need it every day.
I need to stop,
I need to throw it away!
But I'm hooked,
I need it every day.

You must know I've noticed,
You've seen my awkward stare,
The signs of an addiction are around you everywhere.
If you do not have one,
I know I could be wrong,
I'll get you hooked on mine, they'll think you've had one all along.

I need to stop,
I need to throw it away!
But I'm hooked,
I need it every day.
I need to stop,
I need to throw it away!
But I'm hooked,
I need it every day.

I knew it wasn't healthy,
My decision wasn't great,
Now I'm deteriorating, I'm severely underweight.
My life is full of chaos,
Destruction all around,
In time, my own addiction leaves me buried underground.

I need to stop,
I need to throw it away!
But I'm hooked,
I need it every day.
I need to stop,
I need to throw it away!
But I'm hooked,
I need it every day.

Addiction,
Addiction,
This is my addiction!

Sin

Sin

I used to do my best to live my life for you,
Since then I've fallen away, my walk has not been true,
My eyes are green with envy, my swagger filled with pride,
Deliver me from evil, I need you by my side.

This isn't me,
It's not what I want to see,
When I look into the mirror,
I want to have nothing to fear, or,
At least not this,
Oh God, please save me.

I cannot help myself, my sin controls my life,
I need your loving guidance, please save me from my strife.
I can't control my anger, my thoughts are filled with lust,
I need your help my Father, in you I've placed my trust.

This isn't me,
It's not what I want to see,
When I look into the mirror,
I want to have nothing to fear, or,
At least not this,
Oh God, please save me.

I am not satisfied, I don't want to live this way,
I want to know I'm going to Heaven if I die today,
So with you I've turned the page, a new chapter will begin,
I will go to be with you, when you send your Son again.

God helps me be,
What he wants me to see,
When I look into the mirror,
I know I have nothing to fear, or,
At least not death,
For God has saved me.